Scripture: His eyes are like blazing fire, and on his head are many crowns. He has a name written on him that no one knows but he himself. Revelation 19:12
Observation: Jesus is leading the final battle, and in this chapter and throughout Revelation he has many names ... Faithful and True, Son of Man, King of kings and Lord of lords, the Word of God, the Lamb, and of course Jesus, the Christ, and Messiah. However, there is one more name that no one knows, and only Jesus himself knows this mysterious name. John saw the name, but it remains unknown as clearly he could not read or understand it.
Application: There is always something more to Jesus. We all worship some version of him. At Christmas, it is the newborn miracle baby. At Easter, it is the resurrected Messiah. Daily, it may be the loving teacher or forgiving savior or wise judge. In Revelation, we see both the fierce warrior and the sacrificed lamb. However, there is something more.
Jesus has left open to me an option for him to be whatever I need, and then has proven over and over again that he is exactly that ... whatever I need. He may be my savior, father, mentor, protector, disciplinarian, instructor, and guide ... today! He is willing to be anything, because he is everything. He is even something unknowable.
Prayer: Jesus, I need you every hour. May I praise you forever and ever. You are all I need, and I now know that truly you are all I have. Please continue this change in my heart, making is softer and molding it to your will more and more every day. My path is forever changed, and I welcome your new way in my life. Amen.
Friday, December 28, 2018
Thursday, December 27, 2018
Celebrate the New Understanding
Scripture: Then Nehemiah the governor, Ezra the priest and teacher of the Law, and the Levites who were instructing the people said to them all, "This day is holy to the Lord your God. Do not mourn or weep." For all the people had been weeping as they listened to the words of the Law. Nehemiah 8:9
Observation: As the Law is read, the people all begin to mourn and weep. The reasons is not stated but seems clear ... they have become educated about their wrongdoings and feel convicted of their sin. They have to be told to celebrate their new understanding and knowledge, instead of mourning their past ignorance and wrong deeds.
This is the right response to God's teaching. It is right to understand and feel convicted by past wrongdoings, but it is also right to celebrate new understanding, knowing that God loves, God forgives, and God allows everyone to move forward in the joy of his wisdom.
Application: As I learn more and more about God, I should celebrate my understanding. This can happen every day, as I meditate on God's word and read the scriptures. This can happen when I focus my thoughts on God's wisdom and seek knowledge. This can happen when I just stumble upon a new understanding of the Law and teaching of God and Jesus. It is good to think about what I have done wrong in the past, and it is even better to joyfully know that God forgives me by faith in Jesus, and that I can happily go forward now in a new understanding of how to live a better life.
Prayer: Lord, I seek this kind of future in the new year. I seek a year where I grow joyfully in you, learning more and more about the life you expect of me and have in store for me. I desire to grow in knowledge and understanding of your teaching. Amen.
Observation: As the Law is read, the people all begin to mourn and weep. The reasons is not stated but seems clear ... they have become educated about their wrongdoings and feel convicted of their sin. They have to be told to celebrate their new understanding and knowledge, instead of mourning their past ignorance and wrong deeds.
This is the right response to God's teaching. It is right to understand and feel convicted by past wrongdoings, but it is also right to celebrate new understanding, knowing that God loves, God forgives, and God allows everyone to move forward in the joy of his wisdom.
Application: As I learn more and more about God, I should celebrate my understanding. This can happen every day, as I meditate on God's word and read the scriptures. This can happen when I focus my thoughts on God's wisdom and seek knowledge. This can happen when I just stumble upon a new understanding of the Law and teaching of God and Jesus. It is good to think about what I have done wrong in the past, and it is even better to joyfully know that God forgives me by faith in Jesus, and that I can happily go forward now in a new understanding of how to live a better life.
Prayer: Lord, I seek this kind of future in the new year. I seek a year where I grow joyfully in you, learning more and more about the life you expect of me and have in store for me. I desire to grow in knowledge and understanding of your teaching. Amen.
Wednesday, December 26, 2018
My Amazing Wife
Scripture:
A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.
Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.
Proverbs 31:10-11
Observation: While a woman in Proverbs is often a symbol of wisdom, and in the Bible in general a symbol of the people of God, it can also be literal. In a literal interpretation, this entire passage calls out the fact that a wonderful, wise, honest, and dutiful wife is the greatest treasure of a husband, and truly is all a man ever really needs.
Application: I have the most amazing wife! Laurie is the blessing God gave me when I had nothing, and proved to be all I needed to completely turn my life around and receive the full blessing of the Lord. She is worth far more to me than anything else of this world - worth more to me than everything combined with the one exception of the Lord himself and salvation through faith in Jesus.
When I see her sad, it saddens me. I have learned my responsibility as a man is to poor love into her, and when I do so the return to me is amazing ... in joy, happiness, and general goodness throughout our home and our lives. I love my wife, and am blessed by her character and love.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you again today for Laurie. May I be a proper husband to her, caring for her heart and soul as much as her life. Help me to put her above all things in my life, including my very self, as I remember that in this manner your blessings flow throughout out home. Amen.
A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.
Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.
Proverbs 31:10-11
Observation: While a woman in Proverbs is often a symbol of wisdom, and in the Bible in general a symbol of the people of God, it can also be literal. In a literal interpretation, this entire passage calls out the fact that a wonderful, wise, honest, and dutiful wife is the greatest treasure of a husband, and truly is all a man ever really needs.
Application: I have the most amazing wife! Laurie is the blessing God gave me when I had nothing, and proved to be all I needed to completely turn my life around and receive the full blessing of the Lord. She is worth far more to me than anything else of this world - worth more to me than everything combined with the one exception of the Lord himself and salvation through faith in Jesus.
When I see her sad, it saddens me. I have learned my responsibility as a man is to poor love into her, and when I do so the return to me is amazing ... in joy, happiness, and general goodness throughout our home and our lives. I love my wife, and am blessed by her character and love.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you again today for Laurie. May I be a proper husband to her, caring for her heart and soul as much as her life. Help me to put her above all things in my life, including my very self, as I remember that in this manner your blessings flow throughout out home. Amen.
Saturday, December 22, 2018
Avoiding the Backslide
Scripture: What has happened to us is a result of our evil deeds and our great guilt, and yet, our God, you have punished us less than our sins deserved and have given us a remnant like this. Ezra 8:13
Observation: As the remnant of exiles return, Ezra learns that they continue to intermarry with non-Jews, and laments their ongoing sin. He knows that the exile was a result of failure to obey God's commands, and as God relents the people again fail to obey.
Application: If I have been corrected in these days, then I must not return to become that person I was. As Laurie and I discussed yesterday, I must set aside pride, ambition, and anger, and simply go forward in peace, kindness, and love. I must not be who I was, but be a new person who truly serves others. This is my new direction, and my new mission.
Prayer: Lord, I am in your hands. I strive to never again be the man I was, but to continue to transform. I thank you for Jesus, so that when I fail I can find forgiveness. However, I continue to seek a transformed heart so that I may be your light every day. Amen.
Observation: As the remnant of exiles return, Ezra learns that they continue to intermarry with non-Jews, and laments their ongoing sin. He knows that the exile was a result of failure to obey God's commands, and as God relents the people again fail to obey.
Application: If I have been corrected in these days, then I must not return to become that person I was. As Laurie and I discussed yesterday, I must set aside pride, ambition, and anger, and simply go forward in peace, kindness, and love. I must not be who I was, but be a new person who truly serves others. This is my new direction, and my new mission.
Prayer: Lord, I am in your hands. I strive to never again be the man I was, but to continue to transform. I thank you for Jesus, so that when I fail I can find forgiveness. However, I continue to seek a transformed heart so that I may be your light every day. Amen.
Friday, December 21, 2018
Hope in the Long Game
Scripture: Whoever has ears, let them hear.
Observation: John sees 'the beast' and what the beast is given authority to do. This includes both terrible blasphemy of God, and total domination over God's people. The beast explicitly has authority over every people group in the world, and conquers "God's holy people". However, with that mind, here is the encouragement ... there is a destined outcome for those who do not obey the Lord, and that is death, while those who remain faithful have their names written in the Lamb's book of life. Regardless how dark times get, the outcome remains certain, but requires patience.
Application: As a believer, we are redeemed and saved. However, the challenges of this world will defeat us here on earth. This isn't just a given, but a revealed certainty. It may even be a sign of salvation ... that the evils controlled by 'the beast' will oppress faithful believers.
I have full faith in the final outcome, however. While I strive for my life on earth to be better - for myself but absolutely for my family and children - I understand there are limits to the comfort I can have, because the world is opposed to God, and thus opposed to me as a believer. I know my reward, then, is not here. I'm not home yet.
Prayer: Abba, my father, I love you, and fully believe in Jesus Christ my savior. I know your hand is on me and my family. May we remain faithful through all life's trials, knowing that they are both certain and temporary, but your love is even more certain is in permanent. Please give us this day our daily bread. Thank you for your love, and for seeing me. Amen.
“If anyone is to go into captivity,
into captivity they will go.
If anyone is to be killed with the sword,
with the sword they will be killed.”
into captivity they will go.
If anyone is to be killed with the sword,
with the sword they will be killed.”
This calls for patient endurance and faithfulness on the part of God’s people
Revelation 13:9-10Observation: John sees 'the beast' and what the beast is given authority to do. This includes both terrible blasphemy of God, and total domination over God's people. The beast explicitly has authority over every people group in the world, and conquers "God's holy people". However, with that mind, here is the encouragement ... there is a destined outcome for those who do not obey the Lord, and that is death, while those who remain faithful have their names written in the Lamb's book of life. Regardless how dark times get, the outcome remains certain, but requires patience.
Application: As a believer, we are redeemed and saved. However, the challenges of this world will defeat us here on earth. This isn't just a given, but a revealed certainty. It may even be a sign of salvation ... that the evils controlled by 'the beast' will oppress faithful believers.
I have full faith in the final outcome, however. While I strive for my life on earth to be better - for myself but absolutely for my family and children - I understand there are limits to the comfort I can have, because the world is opposed to God, and thus opposed to me as a believer. I know my reward, then, is not here. I'm not home yet.
Prayer: Abba, my father, I love you, and fully believe in Jesus Christ my savior. I know your hand is on me and my family. May we remain faithful through all life's trials, knowing that they are both certain and temporary, but your love is even more certain is in permanent. Please give us this day our daily bread. Thank you for your love, and for seeing me. Amen.
Thursday, December 20, 2018
Christ Before Me, Christ Behind Me
Hope, be my anthem.
Lord, when the world has fallen quiet,
You stand beside me.
Give me a song in the night.
And Jesus, I need you!
Every moment I need you.
Hear now, this grace-bought heart sing out your praise forever!!
Beauty for ashes.
You find the weak and contrite heart,
Shoulder its burdens,
And carry it into the light.
Lord, when the world has fallen quiet,
You stand beside me.
Give me a song in the night.
And Jesus, I need you!
Every moment I need you.
Hear now, this grace-bought heart sing out your praise forever!!
Beauty for ashes.
You find the weak and contrite heart,
Shoulder its burdens,
And carry it into the light.
Wednesday, December 19, 2018
When Others Campaign Against You
Scripture: In these records you will find that this city is a rebellious city, troublesome to kings and provinces, a place with a long history of sedition. That is why this city was destroyed. We inform the king that if this city is built and its walls are restored, you will be left with nothing in Trans-Euphrates. Ezra 4:15b-16
Observation: Non-Jews who were themselves transplanted into Samaria wish to stop the reconstruction of Jerusalem, and engage in a letter writing campaign to the king of Persia. This is their charge - Jerusalem has a history of rebellion, and thus allowing it to be rebuilt will result in ... the total revolt of the entire western region of the middle-east.
In other words, they are identifying one small fact about Jerusalem - that in fact the people of Judah did rebel once against Babylon - and making it the cause and claim to oppose all activity by the Jews to honor God. They oppose God, and oppose his people and their ways, and so call out one fact about them, spin that into the absolute worst-case outcome, and send it as the forgone conclusion and charge against the Jews.
Application: This, then is how I can know I am on God's side ... when people take a single charge, extrapolate it into exaggerations and false hypothetical outcomes, and send it to those in authority. Wow ... that sounds familiar ... when has that happened to me?
The Jews were not blameless in this. They were in fact rebuilding the walls of the city to protect themselves instead of relying on the king of Persia. But they were rebuilding the temple in order to honor the Lord and worship him. I have not been blameless. I grew angry with staff and critical of their work. But I tried to improve them and advance our efforts in order to grow and advance their careers, capabilities, and successes.
As I pray I am near the end of this issue, I find encouragement in again seeing alignment in the way I have been treated, and the way God's faithful have been treated. Now I hope to start - START - the REAL next chapter of my life, by improving my service to God, improving my love toward others, and improving my way of representing God in this world. May the Lord protect me from future campaigns, for they will certainly come, and may I trust in him through confidence I have learned to better to his work.
Prayer: Lord, this is my prayer today, that I have better learned how to do your work, so that future attacks will fall away due to your great love. May I continue to grow. My growth is not complete. I am an old(er) man with so much to learn and do better with. Please, continue to show me your better way every day. Amen.
Observation: Non-Jews who were themselves transplanted into Samaria wish to stop the reconstruction of Jerusalem, and engage in a letter writing campaign to the king of Persia. This is their charge - Jerusalem has a history of rebellion, and thus allowing it to be rebuilt will result in ... the total revolt of the entire western region of the middle-east.
In other words, they are identifying one small fact about Jerusalem - that in fact the people of Judah did rebel once against Babylon - and making it the cause and claim to oppose all activity by the Jews to honor God. They oppose God, and oppose his people and their ways, and so call out one fact about them, spin that into the absolute worst-case outcome, and send it as the forgone conclusion and charge against the Jews.
Application: This, then is how I can know I am on God's side ... when people take a single charge, extrapolate it into exaggerations and false hypothetical outcomes, and send it to those in authority. Wow ... that sounds familiar ... when has that happened to me?
The Jews were not blameless in this. They were in fact rebuilding the walls of the city to protect themselves instead of relying on the king of Persia. But they were rebuilding the temple in order to honor the Lord and worship him. I have not been blameless. I grew angry with staff and critical of their work. But I tried to improve them and advance our efforts in order to grow and advance their careers, capabilities, and successes.
As I pray I am near the end of this issue, I find encouragement in again seeing alignment in the way I have been treated, and the way God's faithful have been treated. Now I hope to start - START - the REAL next chapter of my life, by improving my service to God, improving my love toward others, and improving my way of representing God in this world. May the Lord protect me from future campaigns, for they will certainly come, and may I trust in him through confidence I have learned to better to his work.
Prayer: Lord, this is my prayer today, that I have better learned how to do your work, so that future attacks will fall away due to your great love. May I continue to grow. My growth is not complete. I am an old(er) man with so much to learn and do better with. Please, continue to show me your better way every day. Amen.
Tuesday, December 18, 2018
When People Won't Repent
Scripture: The rest of mankind who were not killed by these plagues still did not repent of the work of their hands; they did not stop worshiping demons, and idols of gold, silver, bronze, stone and wood—idols that cannot see or hear or walk. Nor did they repent of their murders, their magic arts, their sexual immorality or their thefts. Revelation 9:20-21
Observation: As the judgment trumpets sound, people on earth are killed by plagues, the latest being a vast army of mounted warriors who kill with the deadly fire of their horses. However, across the earth, mankind is not moved to repent and honor God as a result of these plagues. As John watches, he sees that nothing changes for the survivors ... they continue to honor evil and worthless things, and to sin in whatever way they please. They will not return to God.
Application: I do not - cannot - understand the visions of Revelation ... their real or metaphorical meaning, nor their timing. However, I can see plagues upon the earth that wipe out large segments of mankind and harm all of us significantly, and I can see that many on earth won't repent and turn from their evil ways in the wake of these horrors. Whether it's a world war, regional famine, or natural disaster, people are more likely to take these things as evidence that a loving God must not exist instead of a sign that they should repent.
This tells me we are on the path to the end. I don't know about lion-headed locust or sulfur-breathing horses or bitter mountains that kill tons of fish or seven thunders that speak unknowable words, but I see people who ignore the Lord of this world. I will not be among them. I acknowledge that the Lord is mighty and wishes for the salvation of all, and I worship him. I see trials and troubles, and acknowledge the Lord in the midst of them as a loving savior wishing to awaken faith. I see hardship, and respond with prayer and thanksgiving.
Prayer: Lord, I am prepared to be a messenger to try to help others understand. I know most of our efforts will be futile, but they will not be in vain. We will reach some, and you will change their hearts. I ask that you continue to change my heart, making it ever softer and compliant. Amen.
Observation: As the judgment trumpets sound, people on earth are killed by plagues, the latest being a vast army of mounted warriors who kill with the deadly fire of their horses. However, across the earth, mankind is not moved to repent and honor God as a result of these plagues. As John watches, he sees that nothing changes for the survivors ... they continue to honor evil and worthless things, and to sin in whatever way they please. They will not return to God.
Application: I do not - cannot - understand the visions of Revelation ... their real or metaphorical meaning, nor their timing. However, I can see plagues upon the earth that wipe out large segments of mankind and harm all of us significantly, and I can see that many on earth won't repent and turn from their evil ways in the wake of these horrors. Whether it's a world war, regional famine, or natural disaster, people are more likely to take these things as evidence that a loving God must not exist instead of a sign that they should repent.
This tells me we are on the path to the end. I don't know about lion-headed locust or sulfur-breathing horses or bitter mountains that kill tons of fish or seven thunders that speak unknowable words, but I see people who ignore the Lord of this world. I will not be among them. I acknowledge that the Lord is mighty and wishes for the salvation of all, and I worship him. I see trials and troubles, and acknowledge the Lord in the midst of them as a loving savior wishing to awaken faith. I see hardship, and respond with prayer and thanksgiving.
Prayer: Lord, I am prepared to be a messenger to try to help others understand. I know most of our efforts will be futile, but they will not be in vain. We will reach some, and you will change their hearts. I ask that you continue to change my heart, making it ever softer and compliant. Amen.
Monday, December 17, 2018
Hoping in the New Thing
Scripture:
I will sing a new song to you, my God;
on the ten-stringed lyre I will make music to you.
Psalm 144:9
Observation: The psalmist is prepared to sing a new song to the Lord. He looks for the new thing God is doing, and is prepared to celebrate and honor that new thing. He recognizes that God has done great things worthy of praise in the past, but is now about to do something different, and that new and different thing will itself be worthy of praise as well.
Application: As I feel I may be close to starting a new chapter in my life, the last two nights I have been distressed and worried over the new thing. I have not just wondered if I can do well, but also wished I could be in a place of comfort. However, God has reminded me of two truths in this.
First, God is doing a new thing in my life, and I am to celebrate and embrace that. I don't get to return to the old thing ... my old ways of thinking, my old career, etc. I am to stay on the new path. My new journey has only begun, not reaching an end, and I am to embrace that new path and grow going forward.
Second, God has defined a new way for me to grow and serve in the second half of my life, and I am to trust in his provision. I am being refined, and I should not desire reverting back to any other state. I have been taught more about my mission, and I must move into that mission and not look back. The new mission is not cause to worry, but in faith it is cause to celebrate.
Prayer: Lord, this week I do not celebrate the end of anything, but rather pray even more fervently for the start of something new. I wish to sing a new song to celebrate your blessings. You see me, and you continue to show me your way. I do ask again, Lord, for your delivery soon. May the new thing start, and may I see that new thing as your new start for my life in you. Amen.
I will sing a new song to you, my God;
on the ten-stringed lyre I will make music to you.
Psalm 144:9
Observation: The psalmist is prepared to sing a new song to the Lord. He looks for the new thing God is doing, and is prepared to celebrate and honor that new thing. He recognizes that God has done great things worthy of praise in the past, but is now about to do something different, and that new and different thing will itself be worthy of praise as well.
Application: As I feel I may be close to starting a new chapter in my life, the last two nights I have been distressed and worried over the new thing. I have not just wondered if I can do well, but also wished I could be in a place of comfort. However, God has reminded me of two truths in this.
First, God is doing a new thing in my life, and I am to celebrate and embrace that. I don't get to return to the old thing ... my old ways of thinking, my old career, etc. I am to stay on the new path. My new journey has only begun, not reaching an end, and I am to embrace that new path and grow going forward.
Second, God has defined a new way for me to grow and serve in the second half of my life, and I am to trust in his provision. I am being refined, and I should not desire reverting back to any other state. I have been taught more about my mission, and I must move into that mission and not look back. The new mission is not cause to worry, but in faith it is cause to celebrate.
Prayer: Lord, this week I do not celebrate the end of anything, but rather pray even more fervently for the start of something new. I wish to sing a new song to celebrate your blessings. You see me, and you continue to show me your way. I do ask again, Lord, for your delivery soon. May the new thing start, and may I see that new thing as your new start for my life in you. Amen.
Thursday, December 13, 2018
Please Listen to my Cry
Scripture:
Look and see, there is no one at my right hand;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
Observation: In his time of despair, the psalmist sees that no one is on his side. No one is with him, and no one even cares. Therefore, he can only turn to the Lord. In "desperate need" he asks for rescue from enemies that are too strong for him, and for release from a prison so that he can freely praise God.
Application: In all these days that have passed - about 100 days now - I have felt this way. I have felt alone, without anyone on my side. I have been oh, so desperate. I have felt my days to be a prison. I have sought a return to "normalcy" so I can again serve and praise God in new and better ways. I see my circumstances as hopeless and so much stronger than anything I can do to overcome them.
Yet I have also known God is my refuge and my only hope here on earth. It is only by God's grace that I can be saved and restored. Restoration may look different ... in fact, I am embracing and excited about the "difference" in the rest of my life. I am in desperate need, and I know I cannot recover on my own, yet I know God can do all things.
Prayer: Lord, I pray again today for deliverance from these circumstances. Please fill me with your spirit this day, and guide me in your ways and words. I ask that you direct my steps into the path of your will for my life, and I beg, Lord, that this happen now. My family loves you, and I know it is in your will to care for them and take them into certain places in this world. You are with me, Lord, and I pray for your delivery from this prison, so I may serve you in a better way. Please, my Lord and my father. Amen.
Look and see, there is no one at my right hand;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
I cry to you, Lord;
I say, “You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living.”
I say, “You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living.”
Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.
Psalm 142:4-7that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.
Observation: In his time of despair, the psalmist sees that no one is on his side. No one is with him, and no one even cares. Therefore, he can only turn to the Lord. In "desperate need" he asks for rescue from enemies that are too strong for him, and for release from a prison so that he can freely praise God.
Application: In all these days that have passed - about 100 days now - I have felt this way. I have felt alone, without anyone on my side. I have been oh, so desperate. I have felt my days to be a prison. I have sought a return to "normalcy" so I can again serve and praise God in new and better ways. I see my circumstances as hopeless and so much stronger than anything I can do to overcome them.
Yet I have also known God is my refuge and my only hope here on earth. It is only by God's grace that I can be saved and restored. Restoration may look different ... in fact, I am embracing and excited about the "difference" in the rest of my life. I am in desperate need, and I know I cannot recover on my own, yet I know God can do all things.
Prayer: Lord, I pray again today for deliverance from these circumstances. Please fill me with your spirit this day, and guide me in your ways and words. I ask that you direct my steps into the path of your will for my life, and I beg, Lord, that this happen now. My family loves you, and I know it is in your will to care for them and take them into certain places in this world. You are with me, Lord, and I pray for your delivery from this prison, so I may serve you in a better way. Please, my Lord and my father. Amen.
Wednesday, December 12, 2018
Evidence of God's Love
Scripture: Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent. Revelation 3:19
Observation: As John provides the rebuke for the church at Laodicia - that they are neither hot nor cold, and proud of their riches - this is the reminder of the value of the rebuke ... God corrects those whom he loves. If God tells Laodicia that they are wrong and need to correct their ways, he does this because he loves them and seeks their well-being.
Application: I know I have been corrected - that I have not loved others well enough and thus am being show that my priorities were wrong - and this is because God loves me. I was arrogant, proud, and self-righteous. I valued position and possessions. These have all been taken from me. I have no pride, no reputation, no position, and no items. I have my daily bread and enough to care for my family. Barely. In this, God has shown me a better way, which I am ready and very willing to follow in the second half of my life.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for loving me so much that you are willing to correct me. I seek your immediate redemption and path forward. I hope and pray that this season is at a close and there is now a way forward. But I thank you for the correction, which is evidence of your love. I know I am loved by you. May I be a better servant now and forever as a result of your rebuke and discipline. I open the door to you. Please open a door for me. Amen.
Observation: As John provides the rebuke for the church at Laodicia - that they are neither hot nor cold, and proud of their riches - this is the reminder of the value of the rebuke ... God corrects those whom he loves. If God tells Laodicia that they are wrong and need to correct their ways, he does this because he loves them and seeks their well-being.
Application: I know I have been corrected - that I have not loved others well enough and thus am being show that my priorities were wrong - and this is because God loves me. I was arrogant, proud, and self-righteous. I valued position and possessions. These have all been taken from me. I have no pride, no reputation, no position, and no items. I have my daily bread and enough to care for my family. Barely. In this, God has shown me a better way, which I am ready and very willing to follow in the second half of my life.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for loving me so much that you are willing to correct me. I seek your immediate redemption and path forward. I hope and pray that this season is at a close and there is now a way forward. But I thank you for the correction, which is evidence of your love. I know I am loved by you. May I be a better servant now and forever as a result of your rebuke and discipline. I open the door to you. Please open a door for me. Amen.
Friday, December 7, 2018
Two Versions of the Truth
Scripture: Dear friend, you are faithful in what you are doing for the brothers and sisters, even though they are strangers to you. They have told the church about your love. Please send them on their way in a manner that honors God. 3 John 1:5-6
Observation: This letter by John is really about one subject - the proper way to welcome other believers. Gaius is faithful, as he welcomes strangers who are believers and treats them well at his church. Diotrephes is behaving poorly, as he refuses to aid other itinerate preachers, even John himself, in order to secure his own authority. John's message is basic and clear ... all believers are one family and should welcome and aid one another in our service to God.
Application: I was troubled the other night about a man's assumptive question to me about the inclusivity of our church. I explained to him that we love all people and welcome all seekers, and his immediate reaction was to challenge this. Of course, John agrees we are to welcome all believers, and I am confident he agrees we are to preach Jesus to all non-believers. He would also agree that we can tell one from another by whether or not they do good or evil.
I believe we should love all people, and treat especially well and with special respect brothers and sisters in the faith. I wish all believers understood the fact that these are two different and separate conversations.
Prayer: Lord, as we prepare tonight to serve you for the third straight night, may we all be filled with your love and your wisdom. Odds are we will see over a thousand non-believers tonight alone. May we welcome their visit and demonstrate your love, while also holding to your truth. Amen.
Observation: This letter by John is really about one subject - the proper way to welcome other believers. Gaius is faithful, as he welcomes strangers who are believers and treats them well at his church. Diotrephes is behaving poorly, as he refuses to aid other itinerate preachers, even John himself, in order to secure his own authority. John's message is basic and clear ... all believers are one family and should welcome and aid one another in our service to God.
Application: I was troubled the other night about a man's assumptive question to me about the inclusivity of our church. I explained to him that we love all people and welcome all seekers, and his immediate reaction was to challenge this. Of course, John agrees we are to welcome all believers, and I am confident he agrees we are to preach Jesus to all non-believers. He would also agree that we can tell one from another by whether or not they do good or evil.
I believe we should love all people, and treat especially well and with special respect brothers and sisters in the faith. I wish all believers understood the fact that these are two different and separate conversations.
Prayer: Lord, as we prepare tonight to serve you for the third straight night, may we all be filled with your love and your wisdom. Odds are we will see over a thousand non-believers tonight alone. May we welcome their visit and demonstrate your love, while also holding to your truth. Amen.
Thursday, December 6, 2018
Clearly Fulfilled Prophesy
Scripture: I will shake all nations, and what is desired by all nations will come, and I will fill this house with glory,’ says the Lord Almighty. ‘The silver is mine and the gold is mine,’ declares the Lord Almighty. ‘The glory of this present house will be greater than the glory of the former house,’ says the Lord Almighty. ‘And in this place I will grant peace,’ declares the Lord Almighty. Haggai 2:7-9
Observation: Haggai is delivering the Lord's message to rebuild the temple, and makes three promises. He states that in the context of the restored temple ... "all nations" will be shaken and receive what they desire, the new temple will in fact be more glorious than the first, and in the temple he will grant peace.
The new temple was started around 516 BC, and lasted until 70 AD. During that time, there was almost no peace in Jerusalem, the nations remained antagonistic toward Israel, the temple itself was a threat - not a desire - of all other nations, even defiled and attacked several times, and eventually the Romans destroyed it. However, we also know the second temple was vastly more grand than the first. So did this prophesy get only 33% fulfilled?
It is, in fact, in knowing that true prophesy wasn't fulfilled that we realize we are misunderstanding the prophesy, and in looking deeper we find hope. The rebuilding of the temple was a symbol of the future new covenant. God was about to create this new "house". That promise would be greater and more glorious than the old covenant. The manifestation of the promise would shake all nations for all time, and would be the true desire of every heart. And this new promise is one of eternal peace.
This "house" is, of course, the Messiah.
Application: It is clear that Messiah is the hope of all people, all time. He is the source of peace between God and man, providing reconciliation. It is that reconciliation that is the desire of all people in all nations, and that turns the course of human history upside down forever.
And this is the Messiah we celebrate at Christmas. It is this prophetic promise that we bring people from all nations to see lights, experience love, receive hope, and perhaps seek to go deeper.
Prayer: Lord, I pray for divine appointments in the nights to come. Send those in need of your love, and give our teams the strength, wisdom, mercy, humility, and hospitality to provide your love, joy, kindness, and tenderness. Amen.
Observation: Haggai is delivering the Lord's message to rebuild the temple, and makes three promises. He states that in the context of the restored temple ... "all nations" will be shaken and receive what they desire, the new temple will in fact be more glorious than the first, and in the temple he will grant peace.
The new temple was started around 516 BC, and lasted until 70 AD. During that time, there was almost no peace in Jerusalem, the nations remained antagonistic toward Israel, the temple itself was a threat - not a desire - of all other nations, even defiled and attacked several times, and eventually the Romans destroyed it. However, we also know the second temple was vastly more grand than the first. So did this prophesy get only 33% fulfilled?
It is, in fact, in knowing that true prophesy wasn't fulfilled that we realize we are misunderstanding the prophesy, and in looking deeper we find hope. The rebuilding of the temple was a symbol of the future new covenant. God was about to create this new "house". That promise would be greater and more glorious than the old covenant. The manifestation of the promise would shake all nations for all time, and would be the true desire of every heart. And this new promise is one of eternal peace.
This "house" is, of course, the Messiah.
Application: It is clear that Messiah is the hope of all people, all time. He is the source of peace between God and man, providing reconciliation. It is that reconciliation that is the desire of all people in all nations, and that turns the course of human history upside down forever.
And this is the Messiah we celebrate at Christmas. It is this prophetic promise that we bring people from all nations to see lights, experience love, receive hope, and perhaps seek to go deeper.
Prayer: Lord, I pray for divine appointments in the nights to come. Send those in need of your love, and give our teams the strength, wisdom, mercy, humility, and hospitality to provide your love, joy, kindness, and tenderness. Amen.
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
Answering the Unasked Question
As I sit here alone crying today - because I'm listing to worship music on YouTube - I thought I would post the answer to the question no one ever asks me ... Why do I cry during worship at church? This is, I believe, a story I've never told anyone.
In 2006, I was a shallow Christian - I knew how to "do church" and lead ministries, I knew the words to old hymns and new worship songs, I knew my bible - but I was arrogant. I thought some ministries were better than others, and that some activities in the church were for kingdom work and some were just ... there. Worship was in the latter camp. It was nice some people liked singing and had the chance to do it every week, but I didn't see why I should take the time to do it every week.
That year, I was placed in charge of small group ministries at our church, and went to a conference at Willow Creek in Chicago. I showed up that morning, found a seat in the upper level, looked through materials, and got ready to learn from some great speakers. But low and behold ... a worship band came out on stage. I sighed and stood with everyone, knowing this was about to be a waste of time preventing me from learning what I came to learn.
Twenty minutes later, I was laying on the floor, crying uncontrollably. I could barely breathe, yet still tried to sing through heaving sobs. I was vaguely aware that I was surrounded by strangers patting my back and speaking encouragement. When the band finished, the crying stopped, I got composed and the rest of the session was normal. We had lectures, break-out sessions, lunch ... then the afternoon session started with worship, and I was a wreck again. I just couldn't stop crying, convicted by the words and the word of God now clearly telling me ...
I was a wildly arrogant sinner! I was SO arrogant, I thought worship was for MY own benefit! I didn't need it?!? That wasn't the point - God deserved it!!! I thought I was important, and "my" ministries were "higher" than others ... and God had a lesson for me there and then. He placed this unique burden on me that day ... from that moment on, I cry every time I worship.
I cry at church on Sundays. I cry at home alone. I cry when singing along with the radio in the car. Sometimes it's just a tear to two, sometimes it's broken-down heaving, and usually it's something manageable in between. At first I was ashamed by it ... I was worried what people would think of me, or what they would assume was going on in my life that simple worship songs make me emotional. Eventually I went along with it ... I make sure I have tissues before service, and role with it.
Now 12 years later ... I embrace it! It is true this is a burden God has placed on me, but that only reveals two truths. First, it is evidence that God is all powerful, and his Spirit is alive in me. He can reach into my life if I let him, and actively stir me to love him, honor him, care for others, repent of sin, plead for help ... totally rely upon him. Second, this affliction reveals how much God loves me! God loves me SO MUCH that he has chosen to correct me, mature me, teach me, guide me, and then remind me over and over and over and over. God loves me so much that he will arrive and touch my heart regularly, often multiple times a day.
God is most real in my life when I worship, because he shows up every single time. He didn't curse me with an affliction, he blessed me with a manifestation. I pray I never lose this thorn from my life.
In 2006, I was a shallow Christian - I knew how to "do church" and lead ministries, I knew the words to old hymns and new worship songs, I knew my bible - but I was arrogant. I thought some ministries were better than others, and that some activities in the church were for kingdom work and some were just ... there. Worship was in the latter camp. It was nice some people liked singing and had the chance to do it every week, but I didn't see why I should take the time to do it every week.
That year, I was placed in charge of small group ministries at our church, and went to a conference at Willow Creek in Chicago. I showed up that morning, found a seat in the upper level, looked through materials, and got ready to learn from some great speakers. But low and behold ... a worship band came out on stage. I sighed and stood with everyone, knowing this was about to be a waste of time preventing me from learning what I came to learn.
Twenty minutes later, I was laying on the floor, crying uncontrollably. I could barely breathe, yet still tried to sing through heaving sobs. I was vaguely aware that I was surrounded by strangers patting my back and speaking encouragement. When the band finished, the crying stopped, I got composed and the rest of the session was normal. We had lectures, break-out sessions, lunch ... then the afternoon session started with worship, and I was a wreck again. I just couldn't stop crying, convicted by the words and the word of God now clearly telling me ...
I was a wildly arrogant sinner! I was SO arrogant, I thought worship was for MY own benefit! I didn't need it?!? That wasn't the point - God deserved it!!! I thought I was important, and "my" ministries were "higher" than others ... and God had a lesson for me there and then. He placed this unique burden on me that day ... from that moment on, I cry every time I worship.
I cry at church on Sundays. I cry at home alone. I cry when singing along with the radio in the car. Sometimes it's just a tear to two, sometimes it's broken-down heaving, and usually it's something manageable in between. At first I was ashamed by it ... I was worried what people would think of me, or what they would assume was going on in my life that simple worship songs make me emotional. Eventually I went along with it ... I make sure I have tissues before service, and role with it.
Now 12 years later ... I embrace it! It is true this is a burden God has placed on me, but that only reveals two truths. First, it is evidence that God is all powerful, and his Spirit is alive in me. He can reach into my life if I let him, and actively stir me to love him, honor him, care for others, repent of sin, plead for help ... totally rely upon him. Second, this affliction reveals how much God loves me! God loves me SO MUCH that he has chosen to correct me, mature me, teach me, guide me, and then remind me over and over and over and over. God loves me so much that he will arrive and touch my heart regularly, often multiple times a day.
God is most real in my life when I worship, because he shows up every single time. He didn't curse me with an affliction, he blessed me with a manifestation. I pray I never lose this thorn from my life.
Confidently Praying in His Will
Scripture: This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us - whatever we ask - we know that we have what we asked of him. 1 John 5:14-15
Observation: John explicitly says he writes this to believers, and immediately provides this encouragement ... we have confidence in approaching God, for if we ask of him things that are in alignment to his will, he will hear us, and if he hears us, he will provide.
Application: I approach the Lord today. I know that the wellbeing of our family is within his will, and that he guided our family into decisions that stretched us this year. I know his will is not to harm us, and I know that my family is being harmed by our circumstances. For this reason, and based on the assurance of the Apostle John himself - the disciple whom Jesus loved - I make my prayer and appeal.
Prayer: Lord, in the name of Jesus I ask for deliverance from our circumstances now. Please provide the employment we need to live and serve in peace, without earthly hardship. Remove the stresses upon my wife and children by now providing us with new security so that we may continue on your path. You do protect those who love you, who are called according to your purposes, and we are your servants called to do your work. I have full confidence in this - you see our circumstance, and wish to deliver us from hardship and burden. I seek this now. We have reached both the point of hardship, and the point of understanding. I am prepared to move boldly into a new chapter of life, a chapter without pride, ambition, or personal motivations. I renounce earthly goals like position, title, and general respect. Instead, I seek mercy, justice, humble service, and the opportunity to love others inside and outside your body of believers. In this, I seek a secure daily walk for my family, and again I believe that is also your will. I say again, please provide the employment we need to live and serve, without earthly hardship, now. Thy will be done, or Lord. Please provide. Amen, and amen.
Observation: John explicitly says he writes this to believers, and immediately provides this encouragement ... we have confidence in approaching God, for if we ask of him things that are in alignment to his will, he will hear us, and if he hears us, he will provide.
Application: I approach the Lord today. I know that the wellbeing of our family is within his will, and that he guided our family into decisions that stretched us this year. I know his will is not to harm us, and I know that my family is being harmed by our circumstances. For this reason, and based on the assurance of the Apostle John himself - the disciple whom Jesus loved - I make my prayer and appeal.
Prayer: Lord, in the name of Jesus I ask for deliverance from our circumstances now. Please provide the employment we need to live and serve in peace, without earthly hardship. Remove the stresses upon my wife and children by now providing us with new security so that we may continue on your path. You do protect those who love you, who are called according to your purposes, and we are your servants called to do your work. I have full confidence in this - you see our circumstance, and wish to deliver us from hardship and burden. I seek this now. We have reached both the point of hardship, and the point of understanding. I am prepared to move boldly into a new chapter of life, a chapter without pride, ambition, or personal motivations. I renounce earthly goals like position, title, and general respect. Instead, I seek mercy, justice, humble service, and the opportunity to love others inside and outside your body of believers. In this, I seek a secure daily walk for my family, and again I believe that is also your will. I say again, please provide the employment we need to live and serve, without earthly hardship, now. Thy will be done, or Lord. Please provide. Amen, and amen.
Tuesday, December 4, 2018
Changing Creation Itself
Scripture: He will speak against the Most High and oppress his holy people and try to change the set times and the laws. The holy people will be delivered into his hands for a time, times and half a time. Daniel 7:25
Observation: I went back a couple days to read this section. This passage is the most succinct I have seen about the objectives of satan ... he will oppress the holy people, and try to "change the set times and the laws." Satan isn't just trying to hurt people and God, but is actively attempting to rewrite the order of creation as established by God. He would change the very order of the natural world (set times), and the proper behavior of all created things including moral commands (the laws).
In other words, satan is trying to undo ... everything.
Application: The fact that evil is opposed to good is pretty basic. The fact that evil is attempting to rewrite the definition of good has only recently come to light in society. And in this, it is true that holy people are being oppressed. The idea of doing good is becoming criticized, and the idea of accepting evil is becoming praiseworthy.
Daniel saw all this 2,800 years ago.
Prayer: Lord, as your holy people who believe in your laws, may we be encouraged to do your will every day. It is not always easy, but it is always right. We pray thy will be done, as instructed by Jesus, because thy will is in fact the right and best way for all of us, and for all creation. Praise be to you, Lord. Amen.
Observation: I went back a couple days to read this section. This passage is the most succinct I have seen about the objectives of satan ... he will oppress the holy people, and try to "change the set times and the laws." Satan isn't just trying to hurt people and God, but is actively attempting to rewrite the order of creation as established by God. He would change the very order of the natural world (set times), and the proper behavior of all created things including moral commands (the laws).
In other words, satan is trying to undo ... everything.
Application: The fact that evil is opposed to good is pretty basic. The fact that evil is attempting to rewrite the definition of good has only recently come to light in society. And in this, it is true that holy people are being oppressed. The idea of doing good is becoming criticized, and the idea of accepting evil is becoming praiseworthy.
Daniel saw all this 2,800 years ago.
Prayer: Lord, as your holy people who believe in your laws, may we be encouraged to do your will every day. It is not always easy, but it is always right. We pray thy will be done, as instructed by Jesus, because thy will is in fact the right and best way for all of us, and for all creation. Praise be to you, Lord. Amen.
Monday, December 3, 2018
Recognizing the Different Spirits
Scripture: This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world. You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them. We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit of truth and the spirit of falsehood. 1 John 4:2-6
Observation: John acknowledges that satan is at work in the world and has his own "spirit" that influences people. He outlines three differences between the Holy Spirit and these false influences:
1) The Holy Spirit acknowledges Jesus as the Messiah and manifest son of God; false spirits reject Jesus.
2) The Holy Spirit represents knowledge and understanding consistent with God's love and teaching; false spirits present ideas that are completely of the world.
3) The Holy Spirit within someone listens to those who speak truth by the Holy Spirit; false spirits cause people to reject God's truth and listen to worldly falsehoods.
It is these elements in combination that represent the challenge of the Church. The false spirits cause people to both a) reject the truth when spoken to them, AND b) actively accept worldly falsehoods. However, this is also then how we can understand others ... if a person actively rejects God's truth and embraces the world's lies, they are greatly influenced by satan's spirit indeed.
Application: As I approach depression again today, I am encouraged by God with this understanding ... those who have wronged me are clearly under satan's influence. These people were not "borderline" - they weren't neutral about the worldly movements of this day that stand strongly opposed to God's precepts and commands - but rather they were active and vocal champions of worldly concepts, and likewise visibly and outwardly opposed to Jesus. Truth is not in them, yet it is ordained that the world will listen to and believe them anyway. In addition, I cannot and will not be listened to by the world and anyone who is of the world.
In this way, I am reassured of the original truth of my circumstance ... this has been a spiritual attack, completely in line with the persecutions expected for believers. I seek God's restoration, but am a little comforted today to see that I am on God's side, and vice versa.
Prayer: Lord, while I thank you for your comfort today, please also guide me in my response to this message. I seek to love your people who are in the truth, and of the Holy Spirit, and who embrace Jesus as a result. While we cannot insulate and isolate ourselves from the world, these are people I wish to embrace as brothers and sisters. I have done a poor job with that in the past, but you have now shown me the beauty of your flawed, frustrating, yet loving body of believers. I will be one of those flawed people loving my brothers and sisters, and knowing that the world, and all those under the influence of the world, stand against us. I pray for protection and restoration. I also pray for patience, love, joy, peace, and kindness within and among your faithful. Amen.
Observation: John acknowledges that satan is at work in the world and has his own "spirit" that influences people. He outlines three differences between the Holy Spirit and these false influences:
1) The Holy Spirit acknowledges Jesus as the Messiah and manifest son of God; false spirits reject Jesus.
2) The Holy Spirit represents knowledge and understanding consistent with God's love and teaching; false spirits present ideas that are completely of the world.
3) The Holy Spirit within someone listens to those who speak truth by the Holy Spirit; false spirits cause people to reject God's truth and listen to worldly falsehoods.
It is these elements in combination that represent the challenge of the Church. The false spirits cause people to both a) reject the truth when spoken to them, AND b) actively accept worldly falsehoods. However, this is also then how we can understand others ... if a person actively rejects God's truth and embraces the world's lies, they are greatly influenced by satan's spirit indeed.
Application: As I approach depression again today, I am encouraged by God with this understanding ... those who have wronged me are clearly under satan's influence. These people were not "borderline" - they weren't neutral about the worldly movements of this day that stand strongly opposed to God's precepts and commands - but rather they were active and vocal champions of worldly concepts, and likewise visibly and outwardly opposed to Jesus. Truth is not in them, yet it is ordained that the world will listen to and believe them anyway. In addition, I cannot and will not be listened to by the world and anyone who is of the world.
In this way, I am reassured of the original truth of my circumstance ... this has been a spiritual attack, completely in line with the persecutions expected for believers. I seek God's restoration, but am a little comforted today to see that I am on God's side, and vice versa.
Prayer: Lord, while I thank you for your comfort today, please also guide me in my response to this message. I seek to love your people who are in the truth, and of the Holy Spirit, and who embrace Jesus as a result. While we cannot insulate and isolate ourselves from the world, these are people I wish to embrace as brothers and sisters. I have done a poor job with that in the past, but you have now shown me the beauty of your flawed, frustrating, yet loving body of believers. I will be one of those flawed people loving my brothers and sisters, and knowing that the world, and all those under the influence of the world, stand against us. I pray for protection and restoration. I also pray for patience, love, joy, peace, and kindness within and among your faithful. Amen.
Friday, November 30, 2018
It's Very Black and White
Scripture: This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all. 1 John 1:5
Observation: In his longest letter we have, John starts by focusing on one fact ... that there is a very, very clear difference between good and evil, right and wrong, light and dark. The "light" is God, and it is known by the teachings of Jesus, love for one another, understanding of sin, and active obedience to these things. The "dark" is any and all activities that are opposed to these three things - sin, denial of sin, lack of understanding, and especially hatred of other believers - and these things are outside of God.
Anyone who walks in the dark, walks outside of God's ways. John leaves no room for negotiation here. People who claim the are believers, yet sins, denies they even sin, lies, hates other believers, or fails to obey Christ, is not a believer. Believers "in the light" love each other, obey the precepts and commands, departs from sin, and yet also acknowledges they do sin and seeks forgiveness.
Application: I am a sinner, and I have had anger toward other believers. This latter issue is one I absolutely must address. Lately, I have seen the good in others more and more, and it has made me happier. Amazing how that happens! God knows I want fellowship, and that I will be happier having fellowship with my fellow flawed believers than with my own flawed thoughts.
As with all inspired words, John's instructions sound hard and restrictive, but are actually freeing and empowering for my happiness. They aren't a burden, but a relief. Obeying Jesus, avoiding sin, and loving others are the path to a great life.
Prayer: Lord, I have sought more and more an understanding of your commands, especially your instruction to love one another. May I continue to improve in this. I have seen examples in action, and I now seek to do so myself more and more. I will try to avoid bad thoughts and conversations about others. I will not judge based on my artificial standards. I will engage as a member of the community. May I walk more and more in your perfect light. Amen.
Observation: In his longest letter we have, John starts by focusing on one fact ... that there is a very, very clear difference between good and evil, right and wrong, light and dark. The "light" is God, and it is known by the teachings of Jesus, love for one another, understanding of sin, and active obedience to these things. The "dark" is any and all activities that are opposed to these three things - sin, denial of sin, lack of understanding, and especially hatred of other believers - and these things are outside of God.
Anyone who walks in the dark, walks outside of God's ways. John leaves no room for negotiation here. People who claim the are believers, yet sins, denies they even sin, lies, hates other believers, or fails to obey Christ, is not a believer. Believers "in the light" love each other, obey the precepts and commands, departs from sin, and yet also acknowledges they do sin and seeks forgiveness.
Application: I am a sinner, and I have had anger toward other believers. This latter issue is one I absolutely must address. Lately, I have seen the good in others more and more, and it has made me happier. Amazing how that happens! God knows I want fellowship, and that I will be happier having fellowship with my fellow flawed believers than with my own flawed thoughts.
As with all inspired words, John's instructions sound hard and restrictive, but are actually freeing and empowering for my happiness. They aren't a burden, but a relief. Obeying Jesus, avoiding sin, and loving others are the path to a great life.
Prayer: Lord, I have sought more and more an understanding of your commands, especially your instruction to love one another. May I continue to improve in this. I have seen examples in action, and I now seek to do so myself more and more. I will try to avoid bad thoughts and conversations about others. I will not judge based on my artificial standards. I will engage as a member of the community. May I walk more and more in your perfect light. Amen.
Thursday, November 29, 2018
O Holy Night
My favorite Christmas song ever, by one of the great worship bands. Jesus, may we keep you central in this season, even ahead of our own lives, for your glory, love, and mercy are truly all we need in life.
Fall on your knees!
Oh hear the angel voices.
Christ is the Lord!
Oh praise his name forever.
Fall on your knees!
Oh hear the angel voices.
Christ is the Lord!
Oh praise his name forever.
Wednesday, November 28, 2018
Seeking a Miraculous Harvest
Scripture: This is the dream that I, King Nebuchadnezzar, had. Now, Belteshazzar, tell me what it means, for none of the wise men in my kingdom can interpret it for me. But you can, because the spirit of the holy gods is in you. Daniel 4:18
Observation: This is where Nebuchadnezzar is in his relationship with the Lord ... he has experienced Daniel's miraculous interpretation of his first dream, he has personally witnessed the miraculous saving of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego from the furnace, and he has now had a dream where he receives a message he is told is directly from the "Most High". And yet ... he calls Daniel by a name honoring a Babylonian god, and multiple times pronounces his understanding that Daniel is in tune with "the holy gods".
In other words, Nebuchadnezzar has had multiple personally experiences with the Lord himself, yet still can't get his head around the idea that there is one true God. He still sees Yahweh as an option, a member - albeit a powerful member - of the pantheon of various gods.
Application: As our church prepares for our annual Christmas lights, where I will serve ~11 of 25 nights, we will be meeting thousands of people exactly like this. They are people willing to place Jesus as one of the many gods they pray to. They can't seem to understand the difference between spiritual religion involving learned practices, and a relationship with a powerful creator who can actively provide for and love them.
How do I get that message across? Obviously, we aren't seeking to have tens of thousands of people driven mad (as is about to happen to Nebuchadnezzar) to get a point across. But there must be a way to deliver a message about a living and loving God, and his very real son who sacrificed his very life for the salvation of all ... versus religious practices involving pieces of brightly painted wood and ceramic that may provide some comfort and purpose but not life.
My guess is we will see ~10,000 over the next four weeks with this exact issue, and another ~25,000 who don't even have the brightly painted wood in their lives. I hope we can find God's message.
Prayer: Lord, I pray for the tens of thousands of people who are about to descend on Evergreen, and the hundreds of volunteers who will serve you by serving them. This is your harvest field, and you are the Lord of the harvest. We are just your laborers. May we have your instructions, in the form of your Spirit, your words, your acts, and you love. May we be given the words to say to create curiosity, awareness, hope, and longing. In your name, we seek 100 fold. I pray, show us your ways, and then show us your amazing power and authority, we a miraculous harvest that cannot be of our doing, lest any man should boast. Amen, and amen.
Observation: This is where Nebuchadnezzar is in his relationship with the Lord ... he has experienced Daniel's miraculous interpretation of his first dream, he has personally witnessed the miraculous saving of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego from the furnace, and he has now had a dream where he receives a message he is told is directly from the "Most High". And yet ... he calls Daniel by a name honoring a Babylonian god, and multiple times pronounces his understanding that Daniel is in tune with "the holy gods".
In other words, Nebuchadnezzar has had multiple personally experiences with the Lord himself, yet still can't get his head around the idea that there is one true God. He still sees Yahweh as an option, a member - albeit a powerful member - of the pantheon of various gods.
Application: As our church prepares for our annual Christmas lights, where I will serve ~11 of 25 nights, we will be meeting thousands of people exactly like this. They are people willing to place Jesus as one of the many gods they pray to. They can't seem to understand the difference between spiritual religion involving learned practices, and a relationship with a powerful creator who can actively provide for and love them.
How do I get that message across? Obviously, we aren't seeking to have tens of thousands of people driven mad (as is about to happen to Nebuchadnezzar) to get a point across. But there must be a way to deliver a message about a living and loving God, and his very real son who sacrificed his very life for the salvation of all ... versus religious practices involving pieces of brightly painted wood and ceramic that may provide some comfort and purpose but not life.
My guess is we will see ~10,000 over the next four weeks with this exact issue, and another ~25,000 who don't even have the brightly painted wood in their lives. I hope we can find God's message.
Prayer: Lord, I pray for the tens of thousands of people who are about to descend on Evergreen, and the hundreds of volunteers who will serve you by serving them. This is your harvest field, and you are the Lord of the harvest. We are just your laborers. May we have your instructions, in the form of your Spirit, your words, your acts, and you love. May we be given the words to say to create curiosity, awareness, hope, and longing. In your name, we seek 100 fold. I pray, show us your ways, and then show us your amazing power and authority, we a miraculous harvest that cannot be of our doing, lest any man should boast. Amen, and amen.
Tuesday, November 27, 2018
Growing Across the Board
Scripture: For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. 2 Peter 1:5-7
Observation: In giving advice to Christians, Peter reminds us that God has given us everything we need, and as our response we are to grow in our maturity. This is the path of that growth ... faith, goodness, knowledge, self-control, perseverance, godliness, mutual affection, love. As all these things increase, we will be more effective and productive as Christians and in our understanding of Jesus.
Application: Where am I growing, and where do I need more growth, along this continuum? Certainly I am growing in faith, perseverance and self-control, as these are the areas most affected by my patient waiting and struggles. I am also looking to gain control of my mind, and thus knowledge and godliness must be part of the equation. This very day, I learned a great lesson on goodness, mutual affection and love, thanks to the amazing example of others in our church.
In the end, my current situation is the tide that raises all boats, then. It is an amazing lesson ... encompassing all aspects of Christian maturity in my life. It is not going to make me just more faithful and patient, but it will grow me I a way that improves my effectiveness and productivity exponentially and across the board.
This is just like God, to prepare me for a future work in this way. I say it again ... I am an old(er) man, but my best years of serving Jesus are clearly ahead of me. God's preparation of my heart in this matter is proof of that fact.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for your patient instruction. I am anxious to move out of this season, but I am just as anxious to move into a new season of service for you. I know you will not waste this pain, but are preparing me for your work, just like the potter molds the clay. I am in your hands. Amen.
Observation: In giving advice to Christians, Peter reminds us that God has given us everything we need, and as our response we are to grow in our maturity. This is the path of that growth ... faith, goodness, knowledge, self-control, perseverance, godliness, mutual affection, love. As all these things increase, we will be more effective and productive as Christians and in our understanding of Jesus.
Application: Where am I growing, and where do I need more growth, along this continuum? Certainly I am growing in faith, perseverance and self-control, as these are the areas most affected by my patient waiting and struggles. I am also looking to gain control of my mind, and thus knowledge and godliness must be part of the equation. This very day, I learned a great lesson on goodness, mutual affection and love, thanks to the amazing example of others in our church.
In the end, my current situation is the tide that raises all boats, then. It is an amazing lesson ... encompassing all aspects of Christian maturity in my life. It is not going to make me just more faithful and patient, but it will grow me I a way that improves my effectiveness and productivity exponentially and across the board.
This is just like God, to prepare me for a future work in this way. I say it again ... I am an old(er) man, but my best years of serving Jesus are clearly ahead of me. God's preparation of my heart in this matter is proof of that fact.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for your patient instruction. I am anxious to move out of this season, but I am just as anxious to move into a new season of service for you. I know you will not waste this pain, but are preparing me for your work, just like the potter molds the clay. I am in your hands. Amen.
Monday, November 26, 2018
The Mark of True Resistance
Scripture: Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. 1 Peter 5:8-9
Observation: Writing to the believers, Peter closes with this warning about the devil. He says the devil actively seeks out believers to "devour", and that we are to "resist" him. However, Peter also states what that resistance looks like. It is ... faith in the face of suffering. Satan uses suffering, hardships, persecution, and hard times as a challenge to our faith, and then pounces like a lion making a kill when we lose faith in Jesus. He does this by inserting fear and doubt into our circumstance, and looking for us to crumble.
Application: Suffering is part of everyone's life. Even as I lament my situation, I see other with dying family, true tragedy, physical hardships, and destroyed lives. I have fears and doubts, but I do not and will not lose faith in Jesus. I have seen too many times over and over in my life when he has already provided for me and my family. It is true that the provision is not always what I anticipated, but it is always what I have needed.
True resistance of satan is faith in Jesus. I have that faith. I wish I were stronger, but I am improving. I wish I wasn't afraid, but my fear is mostly for my wife and daughter and the sadness they have. I know that all believers undergo suffering - I know that all people undergo suffering - and faith is how we overcome.
Prayer: Lord, you know my prayer this day. Please deliver us from our circumstances. I desire security for my family, and I desire glory for you in this situation. You are my rock, my strong protector, my safe harbor, my fortress, my redeemer. I anchor myself to you. Please take action soon. Amen.
Observation: Writing to the believers, Peter closes with this warning about the devil. He says the devil actively seeks out believers to "devour", and that we are to "resist" him. However, Peter also states what that resistance looks like. It is ... faith in the face of suffering. Satan uses suffering, hardships, persecution, and hard times as a challenge to our faith, and then pounces like a lion making a kill when we lose faith in Jesus. He does this by inserting fear and doubt into our circumstance, and looking for us to crumble.
Application: Suffering is part of everyone's life. Even as I lament my situation, I see other with dying family, true tragedy, physical hardships, and destroyed lives. I have fears and doubts, but I do not and will not lose faith in Jesus. I have seen too many times over and over in my life when he has already provided for me and my family. It is true that the provision is not always what I anticipated, but it is always what I have needed.
True resistance of satan is faith in Jesus. I have that faith. I wish I were stronger, but I am improving. I wish I wasn't afraid, but my fear is mostly for my wife and daughter and the sadness they have. I know that all believers undergo suffering - I know that all people undergo suffering - and faith is how we overcome.
Prayer: Lord, you know my prayer this day. Please deliver us from our circumstances. I desire security for my family, and I desire glory for you in this situation. You are my rock, my strong protector, my safe harbor, my fortress, my redeemer. I anchor myself to you. Please take action soon. Amen.
Wednesday, November 21, 2018
Examples of True Patience
Scripture: Brothers and sisters, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. As you know, we count as blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job’s perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy. James 5:10-11
Observation: James' message has a few themes, and one of them is patience during times of trouble. He uses two examples here for us to follow, the prophets, and Job.
Job suffered direct hardship. He had plenty, and had all his livelihood, family, and health taken from him. He then sat in mourning for all his losses, seeking an understanding of God's justice. Eventually, he would not receive that understanding ... he would only have explained to him that he could not understand God's ways without any explanation about why he had suffered.
The prophets had different hardships. Some were alive during hard times (like Jeremiah and Ezekiel). Some were condemned and lived hard lives for their prophesies (like Elijah). For all, none of them received earthly rewards for their prophecies, and most did not live to see their fulfillment, but instead simply trusted in God for their faithful lives.
James cites these as examples of patience. Thus, "patience in the face of suffering" is not just about waiting, but rather is about waiting ... without any understanding of how a situation will resolve ... and without even knowing if the situation will ever resolve. As a result, we must find blessing in the process of walking through the hardship, and not in the hope of the future outcome.
Application: Over the last few months, I find blessing in the strengthening of my prayer and worship life. I find blessing in the daily seeking of the Holy Spirit. I find blessing in a softening of my thoughts and heart toward others. I find blessing in a hope that, as I approach the latter days of my life, I have work to do in God's kingdom for which he has chosen to prepare me.
James' lesson is that I both find and cling to these blessings, regardless of what happens next. This I will do. I will be changed - by God's hand, in faith in Jesus, and through his Spirit - by my experiences.
Prayer: Lord, as I continue on this walk, I know there is something ahead that I cannot even think of. Your ways are beyond my understanding, so I look forward to how my experience may serve you. May I be your vessel during the second half of my adult life. Amen.
Observation: James' message has a few themes, and one of them is patience during times of trouble. He uses two examples here for us to follow, the prophets, and Job.
Job suffered direct hardship. He had plenty, and had all his livelihood, family, and health taken from him. He then sat in mourning for all his losses, seeking an understanding of God's justice. Eventually, he would not receive that understanding ... he would only have explained to him that he could not understand God's ways without any explanation about why he had suffered.
The prophets had different hardships. Some were alive during hard times (like Jeremiah and Ezekiel). Some were condemned and lived hard lives for their prophesies (like Elijah). For all, none of them received earthly rewards for their prophecies, and most did not live to see their fulfillment, but instead simply trusted in God for their faithful lives.
James cites these as examples of patience. Thus, "patience in the face of suffering" is not just about waiting, but rather is about waiting ... without any understanding of how a situation will resolve ... and without even knowing if the situation will ever resolve. As a result, we must find blessing in the process of walking through the hardship, and not in the hope of the future outcome.
Application: Over the last few months, I find blessing in the strengthening of my prayer and worship life. I find blessing in the daily seeking of the Holy Spirit. I find blessing in a softening of my thoughts and heart toward others. I find blessing in a hope that, as I approach the latter days of my life, I have work to do in God's kingdom for which he has chosen to prepare me.
James' lesson is that I both find and cling to these blessings, regardless of what happens next. This I will do. I will be changed - by God's hand, in faith in Jesus, and through his Spirit - by my experiences.
Prayer: Lord, as I continue on this walk, I know there is something ahead that I cannot even think of. Your ways are beyond my understanding, so I look forward to how my experience may serve you. May I be your vessel during the second half of my adult life. Amen.
Monday, November 19, 2018
God Knows How to Redeem
Scripture: He asked me, “Son of man, can these bones live?” I said, “Sovereign Lord, you alone know.” Ezekiel 37:3
Observation: Ezekiel is taken in the spirit to the valley of death to see the bones of Israel, and this is how God introduces his lesson ... asking if it is possible for the bones to live. Ezekiel gives the prudent answer - that God knows, and thus he won't say either way - and God then commands Ezekiel to speak to the bones and eventually they fully become living people. This is all to prove one great point, which is that the Lord can redeem any situation in order to fulfill his purposes and will on earth. God can take any people - even those dead so long they are nothing but dried bones tossed about scorched earth - and make them an army that serves his purposes.
God did this with Israel, redeeming both exiled nations and creating a new nation that would in turn produce Jesus. God did this with the Gentiles, redeeming people who had nothing to do with him to create his church that worships and praises him. God does this every day on an individual level, redeeming lost souls to become powerful witnesses to his love.
Application: My life was once a wasteland, and I was convinced nothing could be done about it. God redeemed me. My career is now dead, with no real possibility of ever being restored to any level besides someone who can simply earn money to care for my family. God alone knows if it will live again. However, it isn't important, because the important element is redeeming my soul. God has matured me more in the last four months than perhaps in the last 25 years. I now seek a new way to think, even being frustrated by my inability to manage my mind.
I want my subconscious to meditate on God's word. I want my tongue to never criticize others. I want patience in my coming and going about. I want to be surrounded by peace, not competition.
God alone knows how he will redeem my circumstances. However, I know he CAN redeem anything that is dead, scattered, and torn apart.
Prayer: Lord, again I am at a crossroads, and again I seek only your will. I would like a resolution, but I do trust your direction. I pray only that your will be done, knowing that it is within your will to deliver my family from our struggles and strife. As you said to Israel, if only to show others your power and love, please deliver us. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.
Observation: Ezekiel is taken in the spirit to the valley of death to see the bones of Israel, and this is how God introduces his lesson ... asking if it is possible for the bones to live. Ezekiel gives the prudent answer - that God knows, and thus he won't say either way - and God then commands Ezekiel to speak to the bones and eventually they fully become living people. This is all to prove one great point, which is that the Lord can redeem any situation in order to fulfill his purposes and will on earth. God can take any people - even those dead so long they are nothing but dried bones tossed about scorched earth - and make them an army that serves his purposes.
God did this with Israel, redeeming both exiled nations and creating a new nation that would in turn produce Jesus. God did this with the Gentiles, redeeming people who had nothing to do with him to create his church that worships and praises him. God does this every day on an individual level, redeeming lost souls to become powerful witnesses to his love.
Application: My life was once a wasteland, and I was convinced nothing could be done about it. God redeemed me. My career is now dead, with no real possibility of ever being restored to any level besides someone who can simply earn money to care for my family. God alone knows if it will live again. However, it isn't important, because the important element is redeeming my soul. God has matured me more in the last four months than perhaps in the last 25 years. I now seek a new way to think, even being frustrated by my inability to manage my mind.
I want my subconscious to meditate on God's word. I want my tongue to never criticize others. I want patience in my coming and going about. I want to be surrounded by peace, not competition.
God alone knows how he will redeem my circumstances. However, I know he CAN redeem anything that is dead, scattered, and torn apart.
Prayer: Lord, again I am at a crossroads, and again I seek only your will. I would like a resolution, but I do trust your direction. I pray only that your will be done, knowing that it is within your will to deliver my family from our struggles and strife. As you said to Israel, if only to show others your power and love, please deliver us. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.
Friday, November 16, 2018
Finishing the Work
Scripture: Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:4
Observation: James makes the same statement that others say in the bible, that the testing of faith through hardship and trials develops perseverance of our faith. He adds this statement, advise that we are to allow perseverance to "finish its work" - to complete the process - so that may be mature and fully advance in the direction God intended. The implication is that if we somehow avoid the "process" of some trail, we will not fully develop the character God sought for us.
Application: We often joke about verse 2 ... even using the phrase "pure joy" as a euphemism for someone or some situation that is a "trial" for us. However, on a serious note, James would have me also understand that my maturity is a process that takes time and must be completed. Seeking a shortcut may result in my failing to get the "full lesson".
This is what I was seeking two months ago - a shortcut. I was upset and scared, and prayed that God would remedy the situation before it became a true hardship, while our budget remained in tact and the family wasn't impacted by an inability to visit each other, participate in Christmas, etc. That didn't happen. We are now tight on finances, living very modestly, unable to see our daughter's participation in one of the top 20 professional ballet's in the country, and officially notifying family not to buy us gifts because we won't be buying anything for anyone. I just saw my friend out grabbing a beer, knowing that I could not join him because I cannot spend six bucks on frivolity. Our lives are harmed and humbled.
James tells me that this is necessary. It is by this pain that my perseverance is completed. This is the finishing of the work. I HAVE now been both humbled and tested. I embrace a lower perspective of myself. I continue to praise and worship God daily, thanking him for daily blessings.
I do so hope and pray that we have reached the end of this trial. My family is physically hurting and forever impacted, and we certainly need to be on the other side of this. But I do get the lesson of James, and know I am a stronger man of faith today than I was six months ago. I believe I am permanently on a different level of maturity in my faith, and it is a change I embrace with thanksgiving to the Lord.
Prayer: Lord, again I pray tonight for your remedy and redemption for my family. Please deliver us from our hardships, and put me in the place of your choosing. That said, I thank you for how I have learned about your love, faithfulness, spirit, nature, and voice. I am your servant, and praise you in this storm of life. Amen.
Observation: James makes the same statement that others say in the bible, that the testing of faith through hardship and trials develops perseverance of our faith. He adds this statement, advise that we are to allow perseverance to "finish its work" - to complete the process - so that may be mature and fully advance in the direction God intended. The implication is that if we somehow avoid the "process" of some trail, we will not fully develop the character God sought for us.
Application: We often joke about verse 2 ... even using the phrase "pure joy" as a euphemism for someone or some situation that is a "trial" for us. However, on a serious note, James would have me also understand that my maturity is a process that takes time and must be completed. Seeking a shortcut may result in my failing to get the "full lesson".
This is what I was seeking two months ago - a shortcut. I was upset and scared, and prayed that God would remedy the situation before it became a true hardship, while our budget remained in tact and the family wasn't impacted by an inability to visit each other, participate in Christmas, etc. That didn't happen. We are now tight on finances, living very modestly, unable to see our daughter's participation in one of the top 20 professional ballet's in the country, and officially notifying family not to buy us gifts because we won't be buying anything for anyone. I just saw my friend out grabbing a beer, knowing that I could not join him because I cannot spend six bucks on frivolity. Our lives are harmed and humbled.
James tells me that this is necessary. It is by this pain that my perseverance is completed. This is the finishing of the work. I HAVE now been both humbled and tested. I embrace a lower perspective of myself. I continue to praise and worship God daily, thanking him for daily blessings.
I do so hope and pray that we have reached the end of this trial. My family is physically hurting and forever impacted, and we certainly need to be on the other side of this. But I do get the lesson of James, and know I am a stronger man of faith today than I was six months ago. I believe I am permanently on a different level of maturity in my faith, and it is a change I embrace with thanksgiving to the Lord.
Prayer: Lord, again I pray tonight for your remedy and redemption for my family. Please deliver us from our hardships, and put me in the place of your choosing. That said, I thank you for how I have learned about your love, faithfulness, spirit, nature, and voice. I am your servant, and praise you in this storm of life. Amen.
Thursday, November 15, 2018
Reaping with Songs of Joy
Scripture:
Those who sow with tears
will reap with songs of joy.
Those who go out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with them.
Psalm 126:5-6
Observation: The psalmist writes of the restoration of Israel and Jerusalem after the exile as a time of joy and celebration. They endured great hardship with many tears, but now celebrate their restoration. They are joyful and have a harvest to care and sustain them. They worship God in response to their restoration.
Application: Today's reading reinforces what I hope and pray for - restoration after this time of hardship. I am sowing with tears. I look forward to reaping with songs of joy! I cannot say much more than that today ... in this time of hardship, I have confidence in the Lord to restore me and my family.
Prayer: Lord, praise be to you, the creator, protector, father, and sovereign Lord of all things. It is you alone a praise and worship, and it is you alone worthy of praise and worship. May I sing of your glory forever. Amen.
Those who sow with tears
will reap with songs of joy.
Those who go out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with them.
Psalm 126:5-6
Observation: The psalmist writes of the restoration of Israel and Jerusalem after the exile as a time of joy and celebration. They endured great hardship with many tears, but now celebrate their restoration. They are joyful and have a harvest to care and sustain them. They worship God in response to their restoration.
Application: Today's reading reinforces what I hope and pray for - restoration after this time of hardship. I am sowing with tears. I look forward to reaping with songs of joy! I cannot say much more than that today ... in this time of hardship, I have confidence in the Lord to restore me and my family.
Prayer: Lord, praise be to you, the creator, protector, father, and sovereign Lord of all things. It is you alone a praise and worship, and it is you alone worthy of praise and worship. May I sing of your glory forever. Amen.
Wednesday, November 14, 2018
A Harvest of Peace
Scripture: No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it. Hebrews 12:11
Observation: As the writer discusses the nature of God's discipline in our lives - as a true father seeking to guide and correct - he has confidence that the hardship of discipline will produce a future benefit of righteousness and peace.
Application: This is what I cling to today ... a promise of righteousness and peace. God has guided me over the last few months, and the hardships have addressed my pride, anger, and lack of compassion. Now, I truly seek peace, in my heart, my mind, and my life. My family needs the peace of a return to stability - a life without the shadow of unknown security and direction.
Prayer: Lord, these are dark paths you are leading me along, and I do not know where we are going. I trust you, and I cling to your hand, but my family needs you. We need your clarity, your active love, your provision, and we need all this much more mentally than we do physically. Therefore, today I actively pray for a result and an outcome. I pray for a landing. I do not care about position, instead I only care about doing what you would have me do, where you would have me do it, and ideally in a manner that gives security and peace to my family. Your peace I seek this day, Lord! I seek your peace in the heart of my wife. I seek your peace in the mind of my daughter. I seek your peace in the soul of my son. Not for me, Lord, but for them, and for you alone, I live my life. Please, Abba, provide your peace to us today, and light upon our path, soon. We receive your guidance and your love, and we desire a harvest of peace. Please, Lord. Amen, and amen.
Observation: As the writer discusses the nature of God's discipline in our lives - as a true father seeking to guide and correct - he has confidence that the hardship of discipline will produce a future benefit of righteousness and peace.
Application: This is what I cling to today ... a promise of righteousness and peace. God has guided me over the last few months, and the hardships have addressed my pride, anger, and lack of compassion. Now, I truly seek peace, in my heart, my mind, and my life. My family needs the peace of a return to stability - a life without the shadow of unknown security and direction.
Prayer: Lord, these are dark paths you are leading me along, and I do not know where we are going. I trust you, and I cling to your hand, but my family needs you. We need your clarity, your active love, your provision, and we need all this much more mentally than we do physically. Therefore, today I actively pray for a result and an outcome. I pray for a landing. I do not care about position, instead I only care about doing what you would have me do, where you would have me do it, and ideally in a manner that gives security and peace to my family. Your peace I seek this day, Lord! I seek your peace in the heart of my wife. I seek your peace in the mind of my daughter. I seek your peace in the soul of my son. Not for me, Lord, but for them, and for you alone, I live my life. Please, Abba, provide your peace to us today, and light upon our path, soon. We receive your guidance and your love, and we desire a harvest of peace. Please, Lord. Amen, and amen.
Tuesday, November 13, 2018
Three Expressions of Faith
Scripture: ...who shut the mouths of lions, quenched the fury of the flames, and escaped the edge of the sword... Hebrews 11:33b-34a
Observation: In his litany of people of faith, the author mentions many by name, but only alludes to the exiles - Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abendego. Collectively, they avoided execution by sword during their training and refusal to eat defiled food, survived a death sentence of being burned alive when they refused to bow to idols, and were not eaten in the lions' den when imprisoned for praying to God.
However, they WERE ... threatened with execution if they failed to pass a test of their health, thrown into a furnace so hot it killed the guards who forced them into it, and spent the night with lions so hungry they immediately consumed several other men who were cast into the pit the next morning. It wasn't just that these possible hardships existed and they avoided them. The exiles in fact were subjected to the hardships and survived walking through them.
Application: I have not often commented on the daily reading commentary, but today Nicky Gumbel describes three ways to exercise faith. These are faith as a choice, faith as perseverance, and faith as expectancy. My expression of faith, then, is that first I choose to have faith ... to believe in God, and to believe in his promises. Next, I continue in that choice regardless of the circumstance and hardships. Last, I expect God to respond to that faith, through delivery, message, encouragement, or fulfilled promise.
I currently have all of these. I do choose to have faith in the Lord, and full confidence that he is my savior. I am persevering through my challenges daily - some better than others - struggling against the forces that would bring me down (and again, some days better than others on that front, too). I expect God to ultimately arrive, place me into a new situation, and provide for my family, as he has promised to do for his believers.
I don't claim to have the faith of David, who could write songs while hiding from strong enemies in caves. I don't claim to have the faith of Daniel and company, who were prepared to accept death. I do claim to have the faith of ... me ... a man who knows Jesus Christ is my Lord and savior, that Yahweh is the sovereign creator of heaven and earth, and the Spirit-inspired promises to the faithful are mine to claim.
Prayer: Today, Lord, I again proclaim my faith in you alone. I can do nothing here but take earthly action. My future is in your hands, and therefore I know my future is secure. I seek your mercy for me and my family soon, as you know our stress and struggles. May your will be done. Amen.
Observation: In his litany of people of faith, the author mentions many by name, but only alludes to the exiles - Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abendego. Collectively, they avoided execution by sword during their training and refusal to eat defiled food, survived a death sentence of being burned alive when they refused to bow to idols, and were not eaten in the lions' den when imprisoned for praying to God.
However, they WERE ... threatened with execution if they failed to pass a test of their health, thrown into a furnace so hot it killed the guards who forced them into it, and spent the night with lions so hungry they immediately consumed several other men who were cast into the pit the next morning. It wasn't just that these possible hardships existed and they avoided them. The exiles in fact were subjected to the hardships and survived walking through them.
Application: I have not often commented on the daily reading commentary, but today Nicky Gumbel describes three ways to exercise faith. These are faith as a choice, faith as perseverance, and faith as expectancy. My expression of faith, then, is that first I choose to have faith ... to believe in God, and to believe in his promises. Next, I continue in that choice regardless of the circumstance and hardships. Last, I expect God to respond to that faith, through delivery, message, encouragement, or fulfilled promise.
I currently have all of these. I do choose to have faith in the Lord, and full confidence that he is my savior. I am persevering through my challenges daily - some better than others - struggling against the forces that would bring me down (and again, some days better than others on that front, too). I expect God to ultimately arrive, place me into a new situation, and provide for my family, as he has promised to do for his believers.
I don't claim to have the faith of David, who could write songs while hiding from strong enemies in caves. I don't claim to have the faith of Daniel and company, who were prepared to accept death. I do claim to have the faith of ... me ... a man who knows Jesus Christ is my Lord and savior, that Yahweh is the sovereign creator of heaven and earth, and the Spirit-inspired promises to the faithful are mine to claim.
Prayer: Today, Lord, I again proclaim my faith in you alone. I can do nothing here but take earthly action. My future is in your hands, and therefore I know my future is secure. I seek your mercy for me and my family soon, as you know our stress and struggles. May your will be done. Amen.
Monday, November 12, 2018
Faith in the Long-Term Promise
Scripture: All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance, admitting that they were foreigners and strangers on earth. Hebrews 11:13
Observation: The writer reviews the actions of several people of faith - Abel, Noah, Enoch, Abraham, Sarah - and finds that all of them showed faith in the long-term promises of God. These promises were so long term that they were not to happen in their lifetimes. They gave away their current status - be it in land, possessions, or reputation - and lived into a promise that was for a future beyond themselves. They accepted the role of strangers on the earth, because they understood that their home was actually in the heavenly country of the Lord.
This is the ultimate long-term promise ... life eternal in heaven, where there are no hardships, no pain, no sorrow.
Application: I am looking for God's promises here on earth. However, I know the promises I have in heaven, and honestly ... they are more real to me, and more certain, than the life here that can be attacked by evil. Everything on earth can be taken away (though I have faith in the Lord for protection and good), but nothing can remove my long-term promise.
I am moving into a new country here on earth. It may be near or far. It may be stable or uncertain. It may involve a hard burden. However, as I live into that life with faith, I know it is part of God's promise. I may, in fact, someday die wishing I had received an easier life on earth, but that is ultimately inconsequential to the love and promise I know lies ahead.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for the salvation of Jesus. It is an overwhelming promise and act of love, that you would care enough for mankind, and for me, to provide the means to live with you. Great is your faithfulness. Guide me daily here in this country, for by faith I know that someday I will be home with you. Amen.
Observation: The writer reviews the actions of several people of faith - Abel, Noah, Enoch, Abraham, Sarah - and finds that all of them showed faith in the long-term promises of God. These promises were so long term that they were not to happen in their lifetimes. They gave away their current status - be it in land, possessions, or reputation - and lived into a promise that was for a future beyond themselves. They accepted the role of strangers on the earth, because they understood that their home was actually in the heavenly country of the Lord.
This is the ultimate long-term promise ... life eternal in heaven, where there are no hardships, no pain, no sorrow.
Application: I am looking for God's promises here on earth. However, I know the promises I have in heaven, and honestly ... they are more real to me, and more certain, than the life here that can be attacked by evil. Everything on earth can be taken away (though I have faith in the Lord for protection and good), but nothing can remove my long-term promise.
I am moving into a new country here on earth. It may be near or far. It may be stable or uncertain. It may involve a hard burden. However, as I live into that life with faith, I know it is part of God's promise. I may, in fact, someday die wishing I had received an easier life on earth, but that is ultimately inconsequential to the love and promise I know lies ahead.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for the salvation of Jesus. It is an overwhelming promise and act of love, that you would care enough for mankind, and for me, to provide the means to live with you. Great is your faithfulness. Guide me daily here in this country, for by faith I know that someday I will be home with you. Amen.
Friday, November 9, 2018
Where My Help Comes From
Scripture:
The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
Psalm 121:7-8
Observation: The Lord watches. The Lord sees me and protects me, during the day and night, at all times. The Lord is my covering, my protector, my help, and my strength.
Application: I still know that the Lord sees me. He continues to guide my family and I, even in our hour of humility and struggle. While I seek resolution, I also know that God is in the midst of everything, and every day he looks upon me with love. I worship him daily, and acknowledge his authority as my Lord ... as the maker of heaven and earth.
It is comforting to know - with absolute certainty - that the Lord watches over my life.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for seeing me, and for letting me know this. Please fill me daily with your Spirit so I may know you, hear you, and follow you. My heart is new, may it be renewed every day. Amen.
The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
Psalm 121:7-8
Observation: The Lord watches. The Lord sees me and protects me, during the day and night, at all times. The Lord is my covering, my protector, my help, and my strength.
Application: I still know that the Lord sees me. He continues to guide my family and I, even in our hour of humility and struggle. While I seek resolution, I also know that God is in the midst of everything, and every day he looks upon me with love. I worship him daily, and acknowledge his authority as my Lord ... as the maker of heaven and earth.
It is comforting to know - with absolute certainty - that the Lord watches over my life.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for seeing me, and for letting me know this. Please fill me daily with your Spirit so I may know you, hear you, and follow you. My heart is new, may it be renewed every day. Amen.
Thursday, November 8, 2018
My Broken Hallelujah
Even though I don't know what your plan is,
I know you'll make beauty from these ashes.
I've seen joy and I've seen pain,
And on my knees I call your name!
Here's my broken Hallelujah ...
I know you'll make beauty from these ashes.
I've seen joy and I've seen pain,
And on my knees I call your name!
Here's my broken Hallelujah ...
Wednesday, November 7, 2018
Seeking Only God's Provision
Scripture:
Woe to me that I dwell in Meshek,
that I live among the tents of Kedar!
Too long have I lived
among those who hate peace.
Psalm 120:5-6
Observation: The psalmist is seeking God's protection and redemption from those around him, and identifies two places where he is not living. One is north of Israel, and the other south (yes, had to look those up). In other words, the psalmist is not living in God's promised land among those faithful to God, and isn't even living in neighboring areas among people who have some knowledge of the Lord but are not Jews. Instead, he is completely removed from any community of faithful believers. This is the cause of attack by those around him.
Application: Again God re-enforces the 'exile' theme today. Generally, I am not surrounded by a community of believers, and in fact quite the opposite has been true for years. This is, of course, the cause of my struggles over the years, and especially contributes to the issues now.
How can I address this? Should I address this?? Am I called to be a light in some dark place, or should I seek a way to retreat into a supportive Christian environment? I don't know how to do the latter, and I am struggling to do the former.
Prayer: Lord, I ask again today, please deliver me from this circumstance. I ask this hundreds of times a day. I pray to you from my despair, my Lord and father, please provide a new and clear path that will provide for my family, and please do so soon. I am open to any path, be it an outpost or a rest station. I seek only your will, and your blessing. Please provide. Amen.
Woe to me that I dwell in Meshek,
that I live among the tents of Kedar!
Too long have I lived
among those who hate peace.
Psalm 120:5-6
Observation: The psalmist is seeking God's protection and redemption from those around him, and identifies two places where he is not living. One is north of Israel, and the other south (yes, had to look those up). In other words, the psalmist is not living in God's promised land among those faithful to God, and isn't even living in neighboring areas among people who have some knowledge of the Lord but are not Jews. Instead, he is completely removed from any community of faithful believers. This is the cause of attack by those around him.
Application: Again God re-enforces the 'exile' theme today. Generally, I am not surrounded by a community of believers, and in fact quite the opposite has been true for years. This is, of course, the cause of my struggles over the years, and especially contributes to the issues now.
How can I address this? Should I address this?? Am I called to be a light in some dark place, or should I seek a way to retreat into a supportive Christian environment? I don't know how to do the latter, and I am struggling to do the former.
Prayer: Lord, I ask again today, please deliver me from this circumstance. I ask this hundreds of times a day. I pray to you from my despair, my Lord and father, please provide a new and clear path that will provide for my family, and please do so soon. I am open to any path, be it an outpost or a rest station. I seek only your will, and your blessing. Please provide. Amen.
Tuesday, November 6, 2018
Preparing to Be an Exile
Scripture: Son of man, you are living among a rebellious people. They have eyes to see but do not see and ears to hear but do not hear, for they are a rebellious people. Therefore, son of man, pack your belongings for exile and in the daytime, as they watch, set out and go from where you are to another place. Perhaps they will understand, though they are a rebellious people. Ezekiel 12:2-3
Observation: The Lord continues to deliver messages through Ezekiel not just in word, but in symbolism. This time, Ezekiel is the roll play him fleeing Jerusalem and going into exile. The actions of one going into exile are this - pack, sneak out at night, and proceed without a clear idea of where you will go. Oh ... and then you get caught anyway, are captured and punished, and spend your days living in fear for hardships to be brought upon you. Israel and some of Judah was in exile, and the rest of Judah/Jerusalem soon would be.
Application: It was JUST last night, I did some personal learning about what being an exile really looks like. It looks like ... being treated like a criminal for exercising your proper faith in the Lord, to the point that you must find new ways to function on a day-by-day basis in society. You must stay firm in your faith, not giving into secular norms, yet protecting yourself as best you can from persecution and hardships. You must learn to balance society against culture, finding ways to adopt certain characteristics of society, but knowing which cultural trends to reject and avoid as they oppose God's precepts and laws.
The western Church of Jesus Christ is about to be cast into exile. Anyone who doesn't know this is deluding themselves. Followers of Christ are being actively called out by a society that views our principles as not just different, but as hostile. Laws now challenge our beliefs. I know I am a front-line victim of this ... a Christian persecuted and finding difficulty to find a place within a certain sub-section of the culture that has morphed into opposition.
Life for exiles will change. And we won't like it. Our futures won't be as pleasant as we hoped. At best, a lack of comfort lies ahead of us, like the exiles that escaped but lived in fear. My likely, true hardships will come. That is just the way of it, and it is certainly better than compromising with the culture.
Prayer: Come, Lord Jesus. Or if you day remains far away, please give us your Spirit and strength every day to do your will on earth, as it is in heaven. Amen.
Observation: The Lord continues to deliver messages through Ezekiel not just in word, but in symbolism. This time, Ezekiel is the roll play him fleeing Jerusalem and going into exile. The actions of one going into exile are this - pack, sneak out at night, and proceed without a clear idea of where you will go. Oh ... and then you get caught anyway, are captured and punished, and spend your days living in fear for hardships to be brought upon you. Israel and some of Judah was in exile, and the rest of Judah/Jerusalem soon would be.
Application: It was JUST last night, I did some personal learning about what being an exile really looks like. It looks like ... being treated like a criminal for exercising your proper faith in the Lord, to the point that you must find new ways to function on a day-by-day basis in society. You must stay firm in your faith, not giving into secular norms, yet protecting yourself as best you can from persecution and hardships. You must learn to balance society against culture, finding ways to adopt certain characteristics of society, but knowing which cultural trends to reject and avoid as they oppose God's precepts and laws.
The western Church of Jesus Christ is about to be cast into exile. Anyone who doesn't know this is deluding themselves. Followers of Christ are being actively called out by a society that views our principles as not just different, but as hostile. Laws now challenge our beliefs. I know I am a front-line victim of this ... a Christian persecuted and finding difficulty to find a place within a certain sub-section of the culture that has morphed into opposition.
Life for exiles will change. And we won't like it. Our futures won't be as pleasant as we hoped. At best, a lack of comfort lies ahead of us, like the exiles that escaped but lived in fear. My likely, true hardships will come. That is just the way of it, and it is certainly better than compromising with the culture.
Prayer: Come, Lord Jesus. Or if you day remains far away, please give us your Spirit and strength every day to do your will on earth, as it is in heaven. Amen.
Monday, November 5, 2018
Unchangeable Things
Scripture: God did this so that, by two unchangeable things in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled to take hold of the hope set before us may be greatly encouraged. Hebrews 6:18
Observation: In explaining the nature of God's promises, the writer discusses the nature of God's oaths and covenants. God swore an oath to Abraham to bless him and give him many descendants, and explains that the oath is therefore unchangeable. But he then says there are ... two unchangeable things, and it is by this fact that those who have now chosen to understand and believe in Jesus as Messiah may be greatly encouraged.
So what are the two unchangeable things? It could be two parts of the promise - to 'bless' and to 'give' to Abraham, but those seem more like two adjectives of the same promise. Instead, I believe the two unchangeable things are two natures of God that never change, and those are his purposes, and his word. In making a covenant with Abraham, God declared his word - that he will bless Abraham, give him descendants. But God also defined his purpose - that through these descendants all the nations of the world will be blessed. This certainly reinforces the encouragement of believers in Jesus, as the salvation of the world and thus the ultimate blessing for the world coming out of Israel.
Application: When I look at the promises of God, I certainly believe his word and his purposes are solid and unchanging. I know his word applies for all time, and not one letter is changed. I know that his plan for mankind is steadfast despite the evil intents of others in this world. I know he has promised to provide, protect, and comfort me, and that his plans are for my good.
These things do not change. They are unchangeable, no matter what other challenges enter my life, from what other source. This is the great encouragement I have as a believer in Jesus. And I cling to these promises today.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for your perfect and unchanging word, and for the hope found in your word. I seek more and more your promises. As I prayed already today, please provide quickly for my family, in not only our daily bread, but also in the comfort of our hearts and minds. Amen.
Observation: In explaining the nature of God's promises, the writer discusses the nature of God's oaths and covenants. God swore an oath to Abraham to bless him and give him many descendants, and explains that the oath is therefore unchangeable. But he then says there are ... two unchangeable things, and it is by this fact that those who have now chosen to understand and believe in Jesus as Messiah may be greatly encouraged.
So what are the two unchangeable things? It could be two parts of the promise - to 'bless' and to 'give' to Abraham, but those seem more like two adjectives of the same promise. Instead, I believe the two unchangeable things are two natures of God that never change, and those are his purposes, and his word. In making a covenant with Abraham, God declared his word - that he will bless Abraham, give him descendants. But God also defined his purpose - that through these descendants all the nations of the world will be blessed. This certainly reinforces the encouragement of believers in Jesus, as the salvation of the world and thus the ultimate blessing for the world coming out of Israel.
Application: When I look at the promises of God, I certainly believe his word and his purposes are solid and unchanging. I know his word applies for all time, and not one letter is changed. I know that his plan for mankind is steadfast despite the evil intents of others in this world. I know he has promised to provide, protect, and comfort me, and that his plans are for my good.
These things do not change. They are unchangeable, no matter what other challenges enter my life, from what other source. This is the great encouragement I have as a believer in Jesus. And I cling to these promises today.
Prayer: Lord, I thank you for your perfect and unchanging word, and for the hope found in your word. I seek more and more your promises. As I prayed already today, please provide quickly for my family, in not only our daily bread, but also in the comfort of our hearts and minds. Amen.
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