God in Everything

Scripture: They journeyed from Mount Hor by the way of the Red Sea, to go around the land of Edom, and the soul of the people was very discouraged because of the way. The people spoke against God and against Moses, “Why have you brought us up from Egypt to die in the wilderness? For there is no bread or water, and our soul loathes this worthless manna.” So the Lord sent poisonous serpents among the people, and they bit the people, and many children of Israel died. Number 21:4-6

Observation: Israel is on the march, and everyone comes out to oppose them and forces a fight. In this reading alone, four nations initiate a fight a lose to Israel, and another hires Baalam to curse them. However, Israel takes a long detour to avoid the people of Edom. This is, of course, the nation that rises out of Esau's line. Clearly God does not want Edom to inadvertently oppose Israel, and the likely reason is that God continues to honor Abraham as the father of more than one nation despite Israel being the one people group through whom his blessings will come.

Application: Again I see how God works through many circumstances all the time. While the old testament focuses on the Jews, God is at work everywhere. He continues to care for Edom. He has a powerful prophet in Persia is famous for his authority over blessings and cursings of people but will only act according to the will of God (even if he beats his talking donkey). God controls everything, not just Israel.

After a lot of soul-searching yesterday, I have realized I need to surrender deeper to God. I still fear his decisions and potential directions. What I need to remember is that ... God is in charge of everything, whether or not I surrender to him. Therefore, failing to grant him full authority only hurts me by keeping me outside of his will and direction for my life. God wants me to have a peaceful, joyful life, and I refuse to surrender to his love and patience. This needs to end.

Prayer: Lord, again today I say please grant me the fruits of the spirit. I surrender my emotions and thoughts to you. May I seek your voice and your way daily. I will work with you, not against you, in finding patience, joy, and gentleness as a way of life. Amen.